3 glass full of cola at dinner
placed me up and doing about half past 12 midnight.
Things are just a whirlwind of
thought, pent up emotions and misunderstanding.
In just 1 week of havin’ the New Year I get to
have so much drama suddenly or so happening beyond my own comprehension. Seriously,
doing about all these ridiculous and if not gullible events I may have even
place myself and so off the record of being totally in crisis. I need effin’
help and it isn’t coming until I ask for it which I have yet nothing came or if
did, bloody where on earth should it be??!
I lost a friend, created so much
silly nonsense out of my life, made it out a bad relationship, ended up acting
sore and impulsive and now, anything that goes nearer to me gets the hang that I
am not the type to be dealt with. Seeing me nothing but a fake, questionable
brat unable to think clearly for whatever sensibility he has for his too good
to be true kind of life.
Stuck over some incredulous
thinking I can fix myself by pulling away from all social networks I’ve been
and just now putting all the pride and guilt feeling I can have for myself
checking them back anyways.
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