...there will always be that one person to come by and put that smile on your face.Ever had that one person you can’t stop thinking of?
Masking that feeling when s/he tells you how awesome you two could’ve meet earlier… you’d be giggling at s/he sounding it was almost too good to be true.
Sometimes you’d stalk her/him into what s/he’s doing??
But with all those foreseen dreams, all those wishes of ‘us’ seems so far… too far & out of reach. There’s nothing you can do, telling yourself its better this way. I’m going to be fine.
Fooling yourself to what you think a pretend love story will end in a sleep at tomorrow’s wake instead you’ll never have good sleep, staying late waiting for a chance of a good conversation. Scanning every minute that could pass as you wanted him/her flash like some lightning bursting the hidden ember inside you.
Falling asleep only to wake up feeling all distraught you’ll have to face the day like the one of yester years only unique at every single tick. Routine. Mundane.
And at it… a hurting slap in some melodramatic realization comes by and you finally see the light. What you have been revering to, the trance that you place your soul into a lovelorn search is nothing but a rowdy perverted piece of imagination…
Another piece of an impossible fantasy… a fiction of some fairy tale. A fable beyond the folklore that could not even exist.
So to those who love and returns unloved… keep loving.
To those who feel it and can never give back… we don’t blame you, you just happen to be lucky.
And like many, from me to you…
Breaking into a song, frequently asking why, confused of what to do, shaking as I try not to start a conversation & almost breaking into the point of desperation... I don't blame you for whatever happened to me. I know now, you're not the only one who could matter this much in my life. Thanks for making me stay sane.xoxo
