I was at this mall’s parking lot waiting for my mom and brother when I just have this oh so normal event in my life that I just want to brag about and I think a good entry in my blog wouldn’t hurt that much.
The day was over and all I’ve had left to do was place the bloody key in the ignition and start the damn car. But here comes this gal, well I can’t say that she’s a girl or some woman as she looks quite somebody of my age on the premise that I see her quite as young as I am (don’t argue on that! I am young and well…. I’m still young! And will always beJ) and to add, she looks fine. And so here she was just doing about her business, stopping, placing her bag over the vehicle, opening her bag and searching for something, finally finding that group of tinkling metals, and I have turn to my left or else she might notice that I was staring at her in the confines of my own vehicle (ever got the feeling sometimes that you’re being stared at!? It feels awesome especially when you’re like sporting a good get-up but when things are just so normal and you feel like someone’s staring at you, spell-----creepy!). So, by the time I have to stare back she was inside her own vehicle with the engine running and as I can assume it her AC’s is on! You go girl! She after all looks fine! I admit that! I wouldn’t be staring at her almost every passing minute if she doesn’t look good, albeit to that, she is after all a gal of my age though sometimes some women do look good even at their late 40’s and enough of that. I was a feelin’ a little of a show-off myself and made my own engines work and putting my own AC’s in its own glory. I closed my windows, I just can’t stop staring at her to what she would do next and later on I would regret that I ever had the urge to keep on turning every opportune glance at her! And yes I regret it!
She was enjoying a stick of hotdog! Would you believe that!?! Not just any stick of hotdog!? But that hotdog is like some tasty one, its like sold in that mall’s supermarket hot and dribbling with deadly cholesterol-filled oil all over it and when you get your hands on that stick you’ll just have to gobble on it and finish it off. Then and there I realized I was hungry! And starving’ but not totally deprived of food… blame it all to an early dinner! I was just there sitting at my own driver’s seat, listening to some music while the gal beside me in her own driver’s seat was enjoying a stick of hot hotdog, how’s that!! My tummy was rumbling but then I told myself not to give in… it was fight of neediness and want-ness. It was quite a battle when she finally decided to really work her engines and off she went to her business of driving home to where she’s s’pose to go to.
I was there feeling relieved and a little distraught that I could’ve acted a total jerk just a few minutes ago staring at some random person and swooning over that random person’s random enjoyment over a stick of random treat! It sure was a laugh as I started the car into the drive and off I go to fetch my mom. I can’t believe I just did that! It kept me thinking up to the whole minute of driving when my mom finally has to barge in the car and break the silence of what had just happen.
In all, it was a good evening. And that little perverted incident will just have to be some inane thought formed out of some random act just because I was being me… observant and a little too off the hook to be called quite a stalker.
