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What does it take to bring out the best in you!?

What does it take to dig deep!??

What does it take for you to do more?!

How much loss can there be for you to aim & win?!?

Downers, failure, loss & a leap on the edge,

Fear, crossroads, indecisiveness & inconclusive wishes,

Doubts, insecurities & at a loss of faith.

Above all these, one singled out truth… we are never sure of what lies next.

Shrouded, restrained, coerced & pushed over.

Unable to scream, barely standing still & almost in tears.

The strength you call, sanity says whatever that is makes you stupid.

The courage you think, the heart can barely make the torture.

Then you look on, bashed, bruised & beaten to a sore.

You look up, thought to yourself, that what terrifies the self is his own.

You slowly think, you felt that light feeling of fact & assurance,

You found out that amidst all these you had it there, inside you.

I just blurted out what I felt for the past few weeks since that day I failed myself; I glimpsed on and saw that what sorrow I felt was incomparable to none but my own. It took me a good self-ranting and pity to realize that I can make it this far, I just fall from a high hurdle in this difficult track of my Olympic life. 

And if I have reasons more to say will it be gladder to choose to be happy & not run away from all the sorrows, to what conclusive thought I’d say if I were to… Smile.