A quick post
to update this blog, haven’t been here for awhile and I just miss writing
whatever random thoughts I have in mind. I have been so busy for some time with
all the school stuff going on. But this is not the subject of this hastened
chance and the opportunity is quite rare that I have to grab it for me to post
something.
I would like to acknowledge this blog entry for this amazing picture,
So as to
speak, it is our 3rd month as being together with my partner, Mark. I am just as happy to have met him over some social network 2 years ago, we became
good friends then and shared thoughts and experiences I never even have in mind
to ever expose myself at him. It was just a simple gesture of friendship and
thoughtfulness that bind us both. We met 2 years later in person and I guess it
started there. I am just as happy to have him, sometimes I have to digest all the
thoughts and all those memories especially how surreal and unlikely we both
told ourselves that we’ll never be good enough for each other. How chances
are bleak for us. How we protested against ourselves in pure disbelief that we’ll
make it like this way. Those lucid times, I prefer to just smile so much, a
smile even I never think ever exist inside me. He did change me, somehow… he
did.
And so, I just
do everything (I never even thought I’d be creative with this stuff especially
in relationships) just to show him how much care, concern, love and the very
feeling that he is important in my life. Never missed someone like the way I miss
him. Never showed how vulnerable I am to anyone like how he sees me. I love my
partner, Mark. I really do.
And just one
of those things I do for him is make random songs whenever I have the chance,
to sing a song that only we understand, melodies that only we can dance to and a
hymn that only our hearts can beat together at the same time. I love him. I love
my partner. I love you, Mark
Here's the song:
Originally composed: May 1, 2012 11:58am
Stay
By Kevin
Cause I can take it all
For the one I love the most
Speak the words untold
Keep fighting brave and strong.
And baby, I would love to be with you,
Bring the world for just us 2.
Spare the thought that we would fail,
‘Coz baby I just wish you could stay.
Now that you are mine to keep and hold,
Free those doubts that you have swore.
Listen to every beat I make,
‘Coz in my heart you will stay.
