It was half past 5:00 am of
today, I woke up all eyes open and it was just too darn early. Checked my
facebook, saw him and how much he just laid his life, hoping he’s all happy and
that. I don’t have to keep on thinking about him anymore. So without much ado I
decided to go on a jog without actually taking a short shower.
It was a laugh, really. The water
was freezing.
I went outside and squeezed what
better muscles I’ve had after all these months of not stretching them out on a
run, and went on walking. The place too early and since it was a weekday the
road was almost filled with busy people getting ready for an early presence at
work or in school. I just minded my own business and had a start on it; I tried
a few short laps and finally decided to walk to the place where I do my usual
routine since my legs just started to ache… I guess that felt like havin’ it
for the first time. Dang it!
The sun was almost rising and I couldn’t
hide the thought of taking a picture of it. It looks nice. Made me imagine it
was the same scene on Christina Perri’s A Thousand Years music video and yeah,
it does.
The feeling was surreal, I’ve
always liked the sun rising and the good things it makes you think on how
wonderful life can be. How you wanted to feel inspired as you start your day
and all the things you may want to do for the entire page of yet another life’s
chapter. It’s just a refresher.
I had a few run-ins with some
folks, neighbors and of course a few good sites too when all I thought of some
parental together-ness. I saw this much younger looking older guy whatever that
meant, on white shirt and red shorts running side by side a boy. At first I saw
it is as quite fatherly for him the older one and when they went pass in front
of me, dang he’s just too young to be that boy’s father and looks good too. I laugh
at myself having to enjoy these kind of self appreciation and looked back I haven’t
had time to do that myself in months now. Completely lost in time for drooling
myself over one person and waste away the small things that mattered most. Ha!
And, dance practice will be
starting later. I’m back to swaying my hips and getting fit.
Dreamt of being in a church last
night, searched through the net before I went jogging and it felt great that I needed
some little spiritual help and need my faith level up these times. It was a
good feeling I’m receiving that kind of guidance for myself as I have that urge
to look for it. Help does come to those who deserve it.
All the more, I’m living happy I guess.
I should be. I’m all hopes up to myself and my future.
Smiles J
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