I Love You BEFORE. I Love You NOW. I Love You AFTER.

BEFORE;

All I have are dreams of wanting, wishes of longing,

At every sight of you makes me wish to have you close,

At every voice it makes me want to cry not being beside you,

At the thought of what goes on & I might not be there to help out.

To think not of my own, yes, quite wrong,

But I have never cared, never loved like this for one person alone.

Closed my heart & closed my mind to feel emotions,

Not too strong, I guess. ‘Coz you had me already that first day we knew each other.

Then and there I already did LOVE you.

NOW;

Beating fast my heart did at that precise moment I saw you, you were familiar yet strange,

I was like waiting for a Christmas gift in the middle of summer; I was finally opening it,

Your face, bloom right when you saw me, you wore that smile, a perfect match for those eyes,

And that one hug in front of everyone else and we couldn’t just care what they’d think.

Alone, by ourselves… all I can ask is for those moments to last.

If words were never enough for me to say, I just hope for one snap I wish you’d stay.

To have you closer than just computer screens and message kisses,

To have you by my side, staring at those eyes, closer than lips on our bodies,

I have you now, closer than anything before yet short-lived.

For every right reasons and every unreasonable thought,

I love you, for what we have.

I love you, for what we are.

I love you, yes, I love you my love.

I love you that I miss you right now.

I love you and I’ll keep you in my heart.

AFTER;

The slightest chance of tears flowing never made its way,

The hope of holding you close for a stolen kiss was all I can make,

I loved every moment with you, every soft gentle kisses we do,

The warmth of having you beside me, the mere sight of your face.

We made those times last.

Cherished it for the rest of our lives.

I’ll be waiting for you, My Love.

I’m way past the vast ocean and over the barren rocks.

I love you I can wait.

I love you that I miss you even more.

I love you for what’s behind that bend for us.

I love you. I love you. I love you, Mark.